The Universe Will Take Care Of You

Ever since I began this process of transferring and moving , at least twice a day I have to explain / tell someone how I'm picking up everything I have (which practically nothing) and moving across the U.S.

If we were to do the math, that's A LOT of people. In fact, a large percentage of those people have given me really similar responses to my whole "plan" / story.

These responses are:

"Wow I wish I could just get up and leave like that"

"Get out while you can especially before you get stuck"

"I'm jealous"

"If I could do that, I would"

Pretty much any combination of words that implies that they "wish they could get out of here too" have been said.

Just a few days ago my mom came over to me in tears, shoved me on the arm and said "you bitch."

There was very minimal reaction on my part due to this event being such a common occurrence.

She continued on through the tears and said, "Why do you get to leave and I have to be stuck here?" "Why can't I be young again and just leave?"

Everyone who thinks about seriously packing up and leaving should go.

Going through the process of transferring this past year has been one of the hardest things. It's been so f***ing frustrating and I have worked SO unbelievably hard. I go through all this stress and tire myself out, but all of it has been worth it. It is going to pay off. Once I hit that moment where I say "I made it", the tiredness and sadness will all go away and I will begin a whole new chapter of life.

Give it a really good thought and if you believe it is something you are genuinely ready for, you can do it. You don't have to let anything hold you back. Regardless if you have money or not. You can change your life at any time. Trust the universe.

The universe will take care of you

For those of you who decide to leave one day:

Right now is not the happiest I've ever been. I'm exhausted and really really frustrated with this process. This has never been easy and it probably won't be easy for you. Just because it isn't easy, doesn't mean it's worth it. I've learned more about myself from failing than succeeding. A lot of this process is about letting go of all you've ever known in order to go find something you want to know, yourself. You will learn SO much about yourself and also other people. (As cheesy as it sounds). Regardless of whether you have an amazing experience or not, you are going to learn so much about life and so much about yourself. It is so fulfilling to be able to learn from yourself.

If you are not happy where you are, do not stay

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Thanks for reading my thoughts

Pce n Luv

Alex